thanks for making me a fighter ARIFF JALIL:)

SALAM kawan2~

xtaw la kalo jiwang n whatso ever...but this blog is directly to ARIFF JALIL:)


    ARIFF JALIL..well well..name tu da lame menyemak dalam hidop...xtaw la nape aku na cter pasal kaw..huu~I remember time first2 kapel...22 macam sengal...hahha...da la kapel nan classmate...wuu~pelek pelek..hahha..the thing is hari2 ada je benda na gado,tapi still..na 4 tahun kot...hahha
   time awal2 tu bez la kapel tapi ble na dkat 2 tahun..hahha..rase sangat bosan plak ble nampak muke kaw hari2..:)sampai rase benci pown ada...nyampah2 pown..ble time form 4 kaw pinda..aku nanes gak...hahha...gediks sangat la pun:)
    sacara fizikal pown da berbeza..perangai apatah lg...22 ego..grr~hahah..kaw tgi,aku pendek..suara kaw macam cakap dalam kelambu,suara aku macam LOUDSPEAKER,,hahhaa...sampai slalu kene marah sbb cakap macam na bg taw 1 dunia...hahha..sangat kelaka bler ingat balik...
     but kter da start renggang ble da form 5...last2 end jugak relationship ni walaupown berat hati...:0
but u know what...u make me a fighter..thanks a lot....sangat membantu ble kaw cakap yang kter kene sayang orang yang sayang kat kter...bukan yang lpas..btol btol btol...tetiba rase lega ble kaw cakap macam tu....
     Its been a very long time since kte btol2 da ok...hahha...aku benci lagu DEALOVA sbb kaw..aku benci lagu PART OF THE LIST sbb t aku ingat pasal kaw,,aku benci lagu HATE THAT I LOVE YOU sbb it used to be my song to you....hahha..sampai skunk plak tu...benci benci...xna denga...the past is the past my friend....:)..
     knape la kter xda chemistry??sayang sungguh...4 tahun bukan sekejap...hahha....anyway..sangat ske tangok kaw nan gf baru kaw...sangat sepadan...congrats la :)..hope kekal la weh..hahha...:)mungkin skunk aku xna nampak kaw...xna denga pasal kaw..but someday...we will..and if we can...buat2 macam baru knal...bia kte jadi kawan baru...:)so t xkan ingat lg da pasal  KITA in the future...:)
    I promise to myself that i don't wanna know anything bout u..huhu...for now...till I'm fully stable..:)



       THANKS for making me a fighter:)

• even kte da xsame2...kaw still boley layan aku nan bek
• bg support to my new  relationship
• banyak ajar aku bersabar..
• xpna lupekan aku walaopun aku ske saketkan hati kaw...
• kaw pernah jadi sebahagian hidop aku..grr~
• menyemak dalam hidop aku...hahha:)
• be my soulmate..hahha:)ikhlas ni..
• slalu suroh aku blaja even aku sangat mals 
• slalu nasihat aku even aku xna denga pown...hahha
• slalu kritik direct even aku benci denga but I know its for my own good..:)
• last but not least...thanks for being my true best friend and bring me a lot of happiness :)

3 lovely months just ends in 1 night

YA ALLAH..aku taw aku salah sbb lukekan hati kaw...aku taw aku salah sbb macam terburu2..aku mintak maaf sangat2..aku xtaw walaopun kter da kapel 3 bulan..aku still xleh na lupekan perasaan aku kat ex...bukan aku xcbe...aku cbe...but ble dy muncul..aku macam blur..lupe diri yang kaw wujud,yang sentiasa ada nan aku lg2 ble aku susa hati...ble aku sangat perlukan someone to talk too..ko xpnah lukekan hati aku...
  its been a very lovely 3 months..aku xpna tipu...kaw yang terbaik la...:)dalam masa 3 bulan pown xpna gado...hahha..agaknye sbb 22 macam mals na marah2 kot...aku taw aku patot suroh kaw tgu aku...ahh...maafkan aku ea??
    aku taw ko xpna salahkan aku walaupun aku taw aku salah...sbb ko na jage hati aku...huu~tapi please la...aku xsengaja...really...I am also heartbroken...
   

             

     kita contact macam biasa ea??jangan la ignore aku..aku taw kaw mmg susa na maafkan aku...tapi tolong la...aku taw kaw mesti na elakkan diri dari aku...tape la...




        PLEASE FORGIVE ME HAMIZAN MOHAMAD
     

             

me n him:)

 tipu la kalo aku cakap aku da xda feeling kat dy..that's bullshit..!but this is for my own good..
everytime na lupekan dy je...dy cari balik...and everytime dy cari balik...aku rase macam dy na kat aku balik but at the same time aku da kapel nan org len...nape la dy macam xbg aku lupekan dy....?
  susa sangat ke kalo dy cube tok tak ganggu aku...?padahal dy pown ada gf gakk..cantek jer..grr..kadang2 tu ble dy contact aku macam bengang tapi aku senyap je...aku pown mcm sengal sbb wat macam xda perasaan ble dy cakap benda yang sangat menyakitkan hati aku...but fortunately mizan ada...dy slalu ada ble aku perlukan dy...thanks awak..:)u help  me a lot...da 3 bulan pown aku kapel nan dy...finally,hati aku terbuka tok someone else..
  bukan senang na sayang orang or trust someone tu ble da slalu kene tipu..n thanks to my bestie NURIZUL AZWEEN yang slalu support aku gak...sayang kaw ketat doe..LOL:)



  HAMIZAN MOHAMAD..hahha...tu la name yang start menyemak dalam hidup aku..huu~sebenanye aku pown xpaham macam mane dy bley muncul plak..padahal kat skola pown bley kire bape kali aku cakap nan dy..hahha..its funny that aku bley rapat nan dy yang berlainan course,blok dan attitude..
  bler pikir balik sti rase na glak je...dy tu da la sengal,na kate hensem,,x pown,,xhensem lansong...hahha..sori la dear..:)maybe ada something bout him yang wat aku tertarik kot...yang peliknye family aku pown sangat ok nan dy...xtaw la vodoo ape yang dy guna..macam plek je..sbb even parents aku ok je kalo aku ada bf but still..xda la bek sangat...tapi na mizan ni..huh...Its like magic..hahha..macam da ada GREEN LIGHT ..:)
     
   

 
  macam plek je ktorg xpna gado...bukan xpna lansong...but everytime ktorang gado...22 senyap...dy mengharap aku pujok tapi macam harapan je...aku da la xpandai pujok org lansong..hahhha...sori  la...ble dy majok...aku pown senyap je n tgu dy cool down sendiri walhal dy macam sparoh nyawa tgu aku pujok..hahha...u r like the best thing that i have ever had..:)
   cinta kita macam GULA2 LA..n strawberry sbb owg ske starwberry:)manis sangat...thanks a lot coz u brought a new happiness to me..