It's been awhile...

Salam everyone, I know it's been a while since I wrote my blog... Sebenanya lupa password..LOL!!hahha..kalau xlapa password mungkin still tulis blog kot. It's kinda busy with all the study,assignments and all kinds of stuff..but anyway..
    I'm about to get married!! I know right?? Such a short notice tp dy yg handle semua..I do NOTHING sbb na g blaja kat Kelantan. Doa kan saya menjadi muslimah yg lebih baik. Yesterday bila na cari cincin, Aby nan Putri pun Ikot sbb they were like my PA I think..semua Mizan,Aby and Putri yg handle..thanks guys..you are just the best..sayang korang sangat2 sbb slalu Ada nan saya..
    Well, hopefully everything will be just fine and wish me luck guys coz I really need it..that all for now and thank you

this song is for you

   nape laki ni kalo da kapel xreti2 na appriciate partner sendiri??aku ni mmg tunggul kan..dulu kaw yang beria2 yang na kapel nan aku...tapi bile da kapel buat taik lak....BENCI BENCI!!
  i dont know how to say this but i dont know what to think right now...am I doing the right thing???
nape janji kalo xleh na tunaikan??nape dulu bagi beribu janji tapi x tepati??a'ah mmg aku ni yang jahat....I know my mistake when i still have my heartfeelings kat ex...but it was a long time ago...nape kene berdendam..walhal when u cheated on me...i never said a WORd...bape banyak maaf awak na ??puas la hati awak kan bile da tengok owg nanes...da terbalas kan dendam awak??so xperlu la na kapel lg n said that  "owg rase owg xlayak tok awak tapi owg still na kat awak!!!" WTF la wei...awak xlayak lansong dapat owg...nape dulu bersungguh2 ??nape skunk tak plak??ke sebab awak taw owg sayang sangat kat awak??so aawak bley pijak je owg ni??nape time owg sebok,awak bley mintak perhatian dari owg....n bile awak plak sebok??owg xleh harapkan benda yang same ke???I'm not a doll okay...that u can play with me when u wanted to n throw me away when u dont need me anymore..
macam tu ke awak anggap owg??maybe this sounds sangat merepek tapi even benda kecik bile da simpan pown bley jadi besar..

  i know that awak pown ada feeling...i tried to understand...but why cant you???awak xlayak dapat owg

  this songs is for you

       (DISASTER)

 I'm trying not to pretend,
It won't happen again and again like that.
I never thought it would end,
'cause you got up in my head, in my head like that.
And made me happy, baby, love is crazy,
So amazing, but it's changing, rearranging,
I don't think I can take anymore

[Chorus:]
'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
And live for another day,
'cause it ain't the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster.

I didn't want it this way,
I only wanted to say I loved you right.
But now you're walking away,
And leaving me here to stay,
So foolish of me to wait for you to realize
All the things I gave you, made you,
Changed you, your dreams came true
When I met you, now forget you,
Don't want anymore

[Chorus]
'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
At least for another day,
Cause it ain't the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster.

You shot the bullet, you shot the bullet that killed me,
Not feeling my heart beat, and now it's dying.
I am through it, I-I am through the agony,
Now my eyes are drying, drying,
No more crying,
Lying's just a game.
So disaster strikes,
And I'm alright
'cause my love's on its way... yeah
Burning up forever and always... yeah

[Chorus:]
'Cause the walls burned up, and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
At least for another day,
'Cause it ain't the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster.

'Cause the walls burned up, and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
At least for another day,
'Cause it ain't the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster, just disaster

Burning for forever and always, yeah .

can't stop smiling:)

salam

    sangat seronok ble da sbulan xjumpe...patotnye rabu ari tu jumpe but tbe2 gado plak...aku marah sangat sampai g off fon..time tu da pukol 4 petang..aku pown baru je sampai ILMU,dy cakap dy xsampai lg...suddenly ktorng gado..padahal time ktorg gado tuh..dy da sampai kat UNITEN na jumpe aku,aku je yang xtaw,,,the aku just tido sbb mals sangat na pikir pasal fight tadi...then ble da pukol 7 aku tersedar sbb na magrib...lpas je aku mandi...aku tengok ada text dari dy dalam pukol 5...dy cakap "angkat la.ada benda urgent ni"  ..tapi aku wat bodo je...lpas mandi tu dy text aku...mula2 malsnye na balas tapi sampai ble na marah kan...aku ingat dy xdatang uniten lpas ktorg gado ptang tadi....rupe2nye dy cakap  "thanks taw awak,owg tgu awak dari pukol 4 sampai tadi tapi awak xna jumpe owg pun"  actually aku macam tergamam sbb aku ingat dy xdatang...suddenly aku rase bersalah sangat2 sbb dy kate dy na g makan nan aku...aish...nasib bek dy xmarah...aku pown tanye la  "apsal awak datang kalo awak taw owg marah gler td??"  then dy cakap  "sbb owg rindu sangat kat awak,owg na jumpe awak.."   aku pown macam ntah la...macam sengal pown ada...bukannye na pujok..aku wat bodo je...argh!ape la tipah....:(...but then dy ok je...fuhhh!  nasib bek:)

      then esoknye finally kua jugak...waaa...betapa happy nye aku...xtaw na describe macam mane..:)aku da lame xmakan nasi or minum ais..tapi ble da jumpe dy,,waaa...sume aku sebat....bahagia la sangat kan...padahal aku baru je lpas baik batokk..xpasal2 kene bebel,tapi takpe.,,,,kter kan da lame xjumpe even mmg awak ske bebel hari2...muahahhaah...patotnye kte g makan nasi kandar dkat nan rumah awak sbb awak cakap na amek adek awak kat skola....but then tak jadi pulak gara2 adek awak M.I.A ntah ke mana lak kan...aish...hahhatape la...len kali je la....lpas da hantar adek awak balik runah...muka awak pulak macam tenuk mane tah...xbek la marah..:)mulut tu...da boleh gantong kuali da....hahahhaha....then tbe2 awak xlapa plak...aku lapa..:)aku na makan pizza...awak belikan pizza tok owg sbb owg na mkan...:)thanks awak..padahal awak xnak makan pown tapi still sanggop belikan sbb owg nak makn...malam tu awak kebulor sangat...awak beli mee goreng nan nasi goreng daging masak merak kott:)...taw plak lapo mamat ni....hahhaha..even awak makan gelojoh na mati...tapi still comel tok aku la...huhu.....


    esoknye kita kua lg...:)dua2 kebulor...tapi aku xda mood sangat sbb awak smoke..u said that u din't smoke anymore...aku speechless sampai xsanggop na tgk muke ko...aku suddenly tglkan kaw then tgu je kaw kat motor..xsaket hati...tapi awak mungkir janji...xtaw la nape aku rase sdey sangat sampai leleh jugak...xtaw la awak pasan ke tak...tapi sbb mals na gado..kte 22 senyap je...(padahal dalam hati,huhu)..then aku cakap jom g tengok skola lame awak jom:)..ktorang pown g la makn...mkan nasi kukus pown jadi la...pehtu dy order rojak plak....hhahah...aku xtaw la nape tapi sangat kebulo time tuh,,,slalunye dy habis dulu tapi time tu aku habis dulu...waaa...pencapaian membanggakan...tapi ktorg still xcakap sangat time tu..aish..lpas makan nasi...makan rojak...awak suap owg..waaa...even senyap je tapi dalam hati....SKENYER awak suap...:)..
lpas tu aku na lagi sbb sedap..padahal...sbb aku na kaw suap aku..huhu...thanks sangat suap...suke sangat:)then aku cakap aku na makan aiskrim...' ALAMANDA'  muahhaha...aku cakap aku na makn aiskrim MCD..ko pown dengan senang hati nye bawak la aku g alamanda...lpas beli aiskrim,aku ajak tgk movie..awak pown cakap   "erk,dah agak da...ni sti na benda len slain aiskrim"  ...time beli tiket tu..akak yang jual tiket tu  "adek ni comform eh da cukop 18 tahun ikot tahun,bulan dan hari eh??"  aku rase banyak kali jgak la dy ingat kan aku...awak pulak glak je...aish...sabo je la...sementara  tgu wayang,g men kat arcade...macam bodoh pown ada...tapi aku ske sangat...jom main lg awak...:)maybe awak xsda tapi I just can't stop smiling dear...happy sangat...then plas tengok wayang..awak cakap awak penat...awak soh owg bawak moto...aku powm..erk??"owg mane taw bawak motor...aish..sampai pown ta...then awak pown cakap..  "tape la..t owg ajar awakk.."  then tbe2 je ko benti tepi jalan soh aku bawak...hahha...malm2 bute ajar aku nek motor..dari putrajaya sampai uniten aku bawak motor...BANGGA GLER:)hahha..thanks awak..len kali na naik lg..hahha..aku takor gle tapi awak kan ada tok chill kan saya...:)awak xpasan tapi owg xleh benti senyum...what a day..what a memory u gave me...thanks sayang!:)

lost grr~

     about few days ago...bf sendiri ta reti2 na contact aku...yang aku bengang tu...kalo sebok macam mane pown,xkan la satu text pown ta reti2 na bg??/bukan luak pown...aish...aku text ta balas...lbey kurang macam syok sendiri la kan...grr~dah dah tu,aku bengang punye pasal,,aku off kan je...da xna contact kan...saket hati,makan hati sume ada...ble dy call pown aku reject...bengang punye pasal...aish...na kate gado,x pown tapi tbe2 je...ingat kan da hilang ke,saket ke,,kalo ea pown..xkan kawan dy xleh na inform kan...seresly sangat saket hati nan dy si mangkok tuh...huh!!aku start contact dy pown sbb aku text pasal something...time tu baru la start taxting...penat jugak la marah2...aish...apa da!benda penting pown xleh na bg taw aku..aku ni ape??kayu??/aish...rase macam xda pakwe pown ada...xda pakwe kan senang,,xda pown na saket2 hati...kan kan....but last2 tu aku ngalah jugak,sbb kesian pulak,da la saket2,aku p marah dy...aish,saba je la tipah oi...huhu~takpe la mizan...i'm willingly to wait for you,,hahha...grr~bapak geli nan statement sendiri..

                                   



     n few days ago aku asyik mimpi tentang HIM aku...bukan skali...3 hari berturut2...geez~aku tanak la....YA ALLAH...seresly pelik...aku tanak mimpi macam tu lg...aku tanak!!!!!kalo aku mimpi macam tu lagi...xtaw la ape maksodnye plak...aish....tape la...doa banyak2 tipah..huhu....harap2 xda pape la...lupekan orang mmg susa...tapi xsalah kalo cube kan...??dosa ke kalo kte lupekan someone n wat2 xknal kat dy???huh~what a nightmare!!!


  xsaba nye na kua nan abyy dan kawan2 lain...na g langkawi...aku pown minx la izin nan mak aku kan...dy mmg bagi,tapi yang tak tahan tu siap kirim pinggan mangkok lg..hahha"mak,adik ni naik bas la mak,macam mane adik na angkot pinggan mangkok berat2 tuh?"hahah,,,then dy gelak je....last2 tu,dy cakap x payah la..hahha...pastu tanye abg plak,dy na kirim ape,then dy cakap na kirik chocolate,,,aku pown tanye la.."abg na adik blanje ke abg na bagi duit,,,?"tbe2 dy megeluh pulak kan...dy cakap,"ea larh!t abg bagi duit..."hahah..aku gelak then aku cakap la"larh...adik tanye je...ingat na blanje tadi tapi kalo abg da cakap macam tu,save la duit adek...hahahha"abg aku pown,,,"larh...abg taw abgf xcakap macam tu tadi..."...aku gelak je la...sengal tol...mak aku yang tengah drive pown gelak je denga statement aku...hahha...waa!!!i love my family

                       

bosan na mati without internet....grr~~

     waaaa!!!setelah sekian lame xda internet..agak macam sparoh mati la jugak..line la macam tahi..ingat ble da balik UNITEN bley kla on9 gne broadband...xleh gune gak...ok fine,aku saba jerk...ble kelas da start,banyak plak notes kene print...banyak gle sampai aku rase aku kene mintak mak aku print kan..da la time na hantar emel tu aku kene gune laptop kawan aku...macam sparoh mati juga... na masokkan satu satu file kat dalam emel...then...xleh hantar..x ke macam shit?na dekat 4 kali hantar baru bley sent...aku da na menjerit da kat apartment tapi aku pikir ada org jer...grr~esok nye plak lpas aku da hantar tu aku pown sent la text kat mak aku na tanyer da dapat ke emel..
dy kate emel tu besar sangat kot sampai mak aku xleh dapat...aku bengang gle...da la na dekat sejam aku try hantar emel tu semalam...tbe2 xdapat plak...seresly aku sangat marah..huh!malm tu gak aku hantar emel tu satu satu...bapak penat ...nasib bek esok nye mak aku dapat emel tu...fuhhh~lega gler..huhu
                                         

                                                 


         
   
     enough with internet...pasal kelas plak...dalam 60 org dak mechanical kat dalam kelas...ada 3 org je pompuan ...betapa sadis nye..pastu aku pown macam mals na tanye name or whatsoever la kan...dyorg kate aku xna cakap..aku bukan xna cakap..tapi tbe2 rase mals plak na kenal2 member baru..nasib bek section aku bukan aku sorang je pompuan..kalo x mati kutu aku...grr~ble ngadu kat mizan..dy kate tape la...aish...mmg la tape la..bukan dy yang jadi aku..aish..da la lecturer fiz macam tahi...spatah haram aku xpaham...ape lagi,,,aku kene tgu penyelamat aku datang iaitu mizan muhammad...nasib bek dy da blaja...kalo x mmg mati aku...sejak aku masok uniten,xpnah aku tido dalam kelas,,,tapi skunk everytime kelas fiz,aku sti nantok sampai kawan aku eisya tego'tipa,muke ko merah doe,nampak sangat ko ngantok,,,'hahha...aku pown xtaw la...na kate aku tido lambat...mmg la slalu tapi aku xpna je tido dalam kelas even aku tido kol 5 pagi pown kan...tapi aku tido kol 12 malam lg...still ngantok..aish...parah tol...mmg mati aku sem ni...yang aku paling tensen tu,,,kelas hari isnin dari kol 8 sampai kol 7 petang...lpas balik je aku bley tros tido sbb penat sanat..huh...!!benci na mati hari isnin skunk,.,,,da la sem ni jadual aku mmg pack..saba je la tipah...grrr..
   

       

       semalam bestfriend aku call num mizan....lpas aku angkat je dy tros bebel macam org gler..."ok tipa nasib bek ko yang angkat,kalo mizan yang angkat tadi da lame aku marah dy da..aku na tanye ape dy da buat nan kawan aku ni sampai xreti2 na tanye kabar or na wish selamat hari raya n bla bla.....'aku tadah telinga je la..hahha...aku mmg macam ni...jarang contact org..mengharap org len yang contact dulu..hahhaa
macam2 gak borak nan dy...nga exam pown bley tepon aku..hahha...terbaek la korang budak2 pandai kan.hahahahah...lpas tu dy insist aku call sipot a.k.a farhana....malm skit baru aku call dy...slalunye kalo dalam fon aku xtaw na cakap ape sangat nan dy..tapi semlam sampai 2 jam borak..wahhh...xingat dunia borak...hhaha...rindu gler...then dy ajak g cosmoworld...terbaik r...sbb aku nan mizan pown na g...xsaba gle na kua nan bestie aku ni..hahahha....semalam borak pown gelak macam ape...terok gler...sampai da xda nafas na gelak....sresly sangat rindu korang doe!!!!!!!!

       
 

      n finally,aku da taw password fb aku...hahhaa....padahal dulu aku yang suroh mizan tuka password tuh...sengal...ni sbb da bosan sangat...teka punye teka,dapat pown..hahha...sorry ea mizan...padahal dy da lame suroh aku update fb tuh...tapi aku yang xna...sengall kan...fb sendiri..tapi suroh org len yang update kan..hahha...buat susa mizan je....maap la erk,.,t aku blanje kaw makan..kaw kan suke makan....hahha...:)
btw...cpat2 ler balik...penat tgu kaw balik ni..hahha..sape na blanje aku time kua??kaw jugak kan...hahha:)

new hobby~~

salam kawan2..
     
    ok aku da bosan sbb xtaw na buat ape ble online..huu~na bukak fb pown aku tanak...hahha...sbb ada reason sendiri la...hahha...so ble aku da xda benda na buat..aku bace novel...yess..novel..setelah 2 tahon da xbace novel..macam pelek pown ada..hahha...but this novel aku bace sbb mak soh bace...sdap gak cter dy..then proceed to next novel..by AISYA SOFEA..dulu aku slalu bace novel dy sbb best..kadang feel gak bace novel n i...sampai leleh gak...waaa..segan:)
       lpas bace novell...off to tv..pown bosan gak..na text nan mizan..dy blaja plak...tapi even dy blaja pown..sanggop gak na text aku..hahha...waaa.terharu:)..minggu dpan dak UITM da start exam kan...gudluck~aku ni baru na masok sem baru...xbest la sbb t korang cuti aku kene blaja...grr~hahha....disebabkan sbb2 tertentu...blogging is my new hobby..yess,hobby:)

      semalam aku tido pown xingat la pukol bape..lpas da bergayot sampai xingat dunia...tros tido...bagon pown da lambat..kol 10.. g charge fon..xsda diri lagi tu..p sambong tido balik..telajak sampai kol 4 petang..OMG~   


knape la aku xbleh jadi macam perempuan normal yang bangon pagi..hahha..terok tol..failed kalo jadi bini orang..:)then lpas bagon tros mandi,lpas mandi p tros tron bawah then tbe2 mak cakap;baru ingat na bangon??ingat xna bangon tadi...;fuhh..seb bek dy ta marah tapi perli dengan senyuman yang manis tuh..hahha..then p makan,lpas makan nek atas na check ada sape2 call or text...rupe2nye fon cel mati..tapi seb baik charging lg..ingat xcharging..,,ble on da ada belambak text..text dari celcom na g taw sape2 yang mizkol..sume dari num yang same  and its mizan..hahha..then tgk ada 2 text dari dy n 6 mizkol..hahha..lpas tu aku just bals text dy then  aku p mane aku pown da xingat da...lpas magrib dy call...dy mati2 ingat aku off fon..ya lah...kalo fon tu da memekak sampai 6 kali..sape tak nyampah kalo time tu nga tido...hahha..masalahnye bukan salh aku...fon tu yang mati sendiri..tergelak2 aku ble dy macam na majok je....dy ingat aku men2 plak...masalahnye dy tu kalo x membebel sehari xsah...macam bapak orang..tah ape2 yang dy bebel pown aku xtaw la...ble dy bbel je aku gelak..sbb klaka sangat...aku taw tu hobi dy..hahha..bia la dy..dari senyap..macam pelik plak t...
         ble dy bebel aku plak yang macam pelik...sti ada benda xkene ni...aku ni jarang na bebel gak sbb dy da kuat bebel kan..hahha..tapi ble aku da start bebel  mmg sampai xcukop nafas...ble da cakap pown macam xda noktah...yang aku geram tu...lg aku bebel,lg dy gelak sbb dy kate susa na denga aku bebel...ble aku da start bebel...taw kaw terseksa...macam2 kua..hahhaha...

     tadi time  nga borak nan mizan..aku terasa na tgk buku2 lame...macam notebook sendiri..xsangka plak ada buku time form 3..korang paham2 je la...ntah ape aku conteng kat buku tu paham2 la...name pakwe la...kawan2 la....ada gak conversation nan pakwe lame...argh!!..haha...terasa bengong sangat....napelah aku macam tu dulu...hahha...but most of them nota blaja la..haha...belek punye belek...ada terselit surat2 lame...dalam hati aku...laa..ingat na buang da sume barang2 yang berkaitan nan ex,,ada gak nyemak lg...hahha...tape2,aku buang gak t..hahha...agak kejam gak ble aku sanggop buang sume barang yang dy pna bg...even compact powder yang dy pna bagi aku,dulu punye sayang na pakai...aku masokkan dalam  1 paperbag then throw it all away..adalah na puluh2 surat dy..barang2 yang dy pna bg.....except ada tudung dy bagi aku..rase sayang na buang sbb ea la...bley gune kan...so aku simpan je dalam almari tu...mane la taw ada orang ne gune ke...derma ke..huhu...belambak surat2...dari aku bace...bek buang je...t ada gak yang leleh t..hahha..every picture yang ada dy pown aku buang..yang aku xbuang pown,aku ltak kat tempat yang aku xkan bukak ke..huhu...
       minggu dpan da masok sem baru plak...huh!!malsnye tapi aku xna men2 da....tipah~blaja la...aish...cukop2 la tu men2...t si mizan tu bebel ape tah lg..hahha..t ble aku blaja,abg aku plak yang cuti,,aduh,aku nan abg aku ni mmg jarang jumpe dari aku form 1 lg but seb bek la skunk aku da ok nan dy...cakap pasal abg..aku xbeli lg hadiah bufday..time aku na beli dulu,,duit da pokai beli benda len,,,aish...kene take note ni..t aku lupe lg...hahhaha...saba aw abg..t adek beli taw taw...adek xlupe!!hahahha
t adek bagi present besar punyer....hahhaha....adek bg yang special punyer..hahha..ni esok aku kene kemas barang2 yang aku kene bawak balik plak...wahh...rase macam skit tapi macam banyak je...hahha...xbuat list lagi ni na bawak balik ape...baju kurung da siap hanger,printer aku mmg xgne pown kat rumah..hahhaha....mak da memekak  je pun sbb xreti2 na kemas barang sendiri..hahha...after aku da x berFB lg...bley la kmas..hahha..padahal alasan je sume tu..tada la...t ble aku da masok uni,,aku bukak fb pown kadang2 sbulan skali...hahha..ni aku lg la xbukak da atas sbb2 tertentu...so..blogging sambil denga lagu pown jadi best sbb aku sebenanye xske blogging ni tapi ske bace blog orang len..hahha...sbb seronok ble bace...ni aku blogging pown sbb saje je...xda la harap orang bace or whatever...saje suke2 na tulis...ni dok rumah hari2 bley la tulis blog..t da masok uni...ntah2 sbulan pown xda post..hahha..ingat na delete je fb tuh...tapi kawan2 aku cakap p la tweet ke..blogging ke...aku xminat sangat tweet tapi tgk la t..ni aku berjinak2 blogging ats sbb advice diorang la...thanks la korang2...
     ni balik uni ingat na masak sendiri kat apartment,,pehtu dyorang soh listkan barang2 yang kene bawak...last tanye aku lak sbb t aku yang jadi chef kat rumah t...what???a chef??cantek seket,,korang pown kene masak gak..hahha..aku xkira...:)sejak ble aku pro masak pown xtaw la...hhhahha...sengal punye housemate!!!rindu na jumpe dyorang...yang best nyer aku punye roomate mmg totally same kpale nan aku....malam2 memekak...sampai dy pown da taw da ape hobi aku mlam2...iaitu berborak nan mizan...slalunye sti tido kol 4...xsda diri sbb klas kol 8..hahha...kalo mizan xcall dy da macam plek la..hahha...ni balik uni aku kene kurang2kan borak sbb hari isnin nan rabu klas start kol 8...then aku na fokus kat study..ni tak,,,dulu men2...skali ble final jawab soklan macam sparoh mati..hahha..amek kaw...aku da taubat da...:)naik sem baru nan azam baru iaitu...fokus fokus n fokus~~hahha...:)

thanks for making me a fighter ARIFF JALIL:)

SALAM kawan2~

xtaw la kalo jiwang n whatso ever...but this blog is directly to ARIFF JALIL:)


    ARIFF JALIL..well well..name tu da lame menyemak dalam hidop...xtaw la nape aku na cter pasal kaw..huu~I remember time first2 kapel...22 macam sengal...hahha...da la kapel nan classmate...wuu~pelek pelek..hahha..the thing is hari2 ada je benda na gado,tapi still..na 4 tahun kot...hahha
   time awal2 tu bez la kapel tapi ble na dkat 2 tahun..hahha..rase sangat bosan plak ble nampak muke kaw hari2..:)sampai rase benci pown ada...nyampah2 pown..ble time form 4 kaw pinda..aku nanes gak...hahha...gediks sangat la pun:)
    sacara fizikal pown da berbeza..perangai apatah lg...22 ego..grr~hahah..kaw tgi,aku pendek..suara kaw macam cakap dalam kelambu,suara aku macam LOUDSPEAKER,,hahhaa...sampai slalu kene marah sbb cakap macam na bg taw 1 dunia...hahha..sangat kelaka bler ingat balik...
     but kter da start renggang ble da form 5...last2 end jugak relationship ni walaupown berat hati...:0
but u know what...u make me a fighter..thanks a lot....sangat membantu ble kaw cakap yang kter kene sayang orang yang sayang kat kter...bukan yang lpas..btol btol btol...tetiba rase lega ble kaw cakap macam tu....
     Its been a very long time since kte btol2 da ok...hahha...aku benci lagu DEALOVA sbb kaw..aku benci lagu PART OF THE LIST sbb t aku ingat pasal kaw,,aku benci lagu HATE THAT I LOVE YOU sbb it used to be my song to you....hahha..sampai skunk plak tu...benci benci...xna denga...the past is the past my friend....:)..
     knape la kter xda chemistry??sayang sungguh...4 tahun bukan sekejap...hahha....anyway..sangat ske tangok kaw nan gf baru kaw...sangat sepadan...congrats la :)..hope kekal la weh..hahha...:)mungkin skunk aku xna nampak kaw...xna denga pasal kaw..but someday...we will..and if we can...buat2 macam baru knal...bia kte jadi kawan baru...:)so t xkan ingat lg da pasal  KITA in the future...:)
    I promise to myself that i don't wanna know anything bout u..huhu...for now...till I'm fully stable..:)



       THANKS for making me a fighter:)

• even kte da xsame2...kaw still boley layan aku nan bek
• bg support to my new  relationship
• banyak ajar aku bersabar..
• xpna lupekan aku walaopun aku ske saketkan hati kaw...
• kaw pernah jadi sebahagian hidop aku..grr~
• menyemak dalam hidop aku...hahha:)
• be my soulmate..hahha:)ikhlas ni..
• slalu suroh aku blaja even aku sangat mals 
• slalu nasihat aku even aku xna denga pown...hahha
• slalu kritik direct even aku benci denga but I know its for my own good..:)
• last but not least...thanks for being my true best friend and bring me a lot of happiness :)